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Hi Guys Kelly here from Leeds I have been living as female since I was 15 years old. I underwent a complete sex change back in 1984 when i was 19. Im hoping to make new male possibly a few Transsexual friends. I like guys when it come to being intimate. I have been known to be intimate with a 2 or 3 women over the years too. Im not in to guys who dress ! Its not my thing, It does nothing for me. My childhood was a difficult time for me. My parents took me to see a psychiatrist at Stanley Royds mental hospital in Wakefield when i was age 13. The psychiatrist there said to me. you are just going through a phase and that i was a boy and would will grow out of it. Then a few months later he started to give me given electric shock treatments and testosterone as a way too cure me because i still insisted that i were a girl stuck in a boys body. Then i was kicked out of the family home at age 15 after being given the option of change my ways or get out. So i had too get myself placed in to council run kids home because i had nowhere too live and all the problems that come with living in a care home where sexual abuse is a rife. All while transitioning but hey at least they let me dress as i pleased. The only thing they did insist was that i at least set off too school in my school uniform even if i didn't have it on by the time i got too school. Which i was kind of OK with as i had no plans on actually arriving at the the school. I would go to a friends house and spend the day there wearing the clothes i was comfortable in. My husband passed away suddenly and quite unexpectedly on 22nd December 2012. We had been good friends since the day 1st met him when i was 15 or 16yrs old . we became a couple when i was 19yrs old. My confidence as been low since his death. I took to comfort eating and i had gained some weight, which as made me very self-conscious. I'm now beginning to loose the weight i had gained, but my confidence is still low. So I'm not looking to meet anyone just now. As of about 3 or 4 months ago I'm at the point where i don't think of my late husband every day and night any more and i only dream about him 2 maybe 3 times a week. Although the dreams still tend to be nightmares. I'm not ready for a new man in my life just yet ! It takes time to get over loosing someone you had known since you were 16 and lived with as man and wife from when you were 19 till you were 48. To be honest at the moment I'm not sure if i will ever date again ! I find the whole thing a daunting prospect, but am open to making online friends with guys and maybe other Transsexuals. I just uploaded 6 new photos taken over the last 3 weeks. The 1 with the brown animal print dress and wine long cardigan was the last photo taken yesterday 5/11/15 The rest are 2 to 3 weeks old. The weight i gained is slowly coming off. I have uploaded 3 new photos guys. They were taken last night 27/9/2015. Sorry im not made up for you guys but it was taken in the early hours of the morning just before i went to bed. I was trying on my new bra and a new top that arrived from USA late on Saturday evening. 18/12.2015 Just upload a few new photos guys. I was even brave enough to add photos in my bra knickers. Im still trying to loose the weight i had gained from comfort eating after the sudden and unexpected death of my husband. I will loose the excess weight i have gained. I do have determination, my friends jokingly call me Kelly 10 Men because they say i have the determination and strength of mind of 10 men put together lol. Some of my photos are not resent on here, mainly the ones where i am done up and wearing makeup are from before my husband passed away. All of the new photos taken within the last few months are without any makeup on. As i live alone i do not make the effort to dress up or wear makeup as there's no one in my life that i would be looking good for anymore. I dont Ka Ka so please no CDs/TVs/Trannys/Shemales/Ladyboys/ Or TSs as its not my thing.

Libra

Curvy

5' 9 (1.75 m)

Blue

Caucasian

Widowed

No

No

Eyes

Strategically Placed Tattoo, Visible Tattoo

Auburn / Red

Other

No

Unemployed

Fabric designer

Alone

All Is Calm

Yes - Often

Yes - Socially

Outcast

Reserved, Shy, Observant

Arts & Crafts, Internet, Computers, Shopping

Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars

Just looking for friends at the moment

Skydiving

Friendly

Not Religious

Never

I Don't Like Politics

Too find love again

Dry / Sarcastic

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies

Horror, Thriller

Classical, Dance

Nature, Supernatural

Wit, Spontaneity, Oddities, Sensitivity, Empathy, Great Skills, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence

New Friends and take it from there.

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